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Thinking of Dad

It’s been a year and seven months since I said goodbye. The memory of that rainy night still etched in my mind like a sad movie. Like 7 Pounds with Will Smith, one of my father’s favorite actors. I was warned the second year would be harder than the first. I was in Charlotte when I got the phone call and boy was that the hardest day of my life thus far. I was planning to go home that Thursday. My flight had been booked for over a week. It just wasn’t enough time. He passed that Sunday morning instead. As I flew on the plane, alone, staring at the clouds hovering next to me in the sky, all I could do was reminisce on the good times we shared. I was the youngest and you know how that goes, especially with girls. Daddy’s little girl; that’s who I was and even though he’s gone, that’s who I will always be. Sometimes I think it’s not fair, how he didn’t even get to see me turn 30. He was only 65 and although he did live a full life, I still think there was more for him to do and become. 

It’s the first time I’ve shed my feelings in public since reading his tribute that following Thursday, the day I was supposed to arrive and visit him in the hospital. I often feel his presence when I see someone who reminds me of him, hear one of his favorite tunes or talk about him amongst family and friends. Everything combined helps me cope with his loss. One day at a time. One day at a time.  

 

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Oh, I am so sorry. I cannot

Oh, I am so sorry. I cannot even imagine what you are feeling. Yes, "One day at a time."  That is all we can do.  And of course, you will see him again one day.  Yes, you will!  I will say a prayer for you.  ~ Kim

I'm terribly sorry. Will be

I'm terribly sorry. Will be thinking of you.

 
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